Visited.

I just woke up.
Thank you for stopping by tonight.

What a cool guy.
Helped me remember.
Made me realize, again.

I just woke up.
Dizzy and de-hydrated.
I Love you for pointing out.

That was some trip.
I took to calling right away.

Future is looking good.
Jesus walks.

I just woke up.
I am that I AM.
A humble student.

Om Nama Shivayah.

Merging with OK.

Serenity.
All was lost, but I re-discovered the tunnel´s shape - it´s a circle.
There´s a light in the end of the no end.

The pendulum is back at positive.
It is up to me if I want to let it swing back in darkness.

Maybe I´ll let it take another turn.

The shadow game is a fun one,
fucking awesome how fast you can grow in it.

Let life be.
It is.
I AM.

Om Nama Shivayah.

Experiencing weirdness.

Awakening to a feeling of emptiness.
No wants, no needs.
No aspirations, nothing to chase.

Where is Joy?
Where is anger?

Co creator, favors the dream state.
All that is left is nothing.

Now-where to go.

Regret, gone.
The future no longer exist.
Past is useful, knowing the pain.

There is only Now-here,
right here. Abstract fragments of physical reality.

What can be done?

Infernal gates shutting.
The Creation is still pretty.

Follow the breath,
calm the monkey mind.

Happiness will emerge.

Om Nama Shivayah.

Confessions of a egomaniac.

I´m so sorry.

Things got out of hand.

Too afraid to do what was known to be right all along. 

Negativity grew, positivity got challenged. 

No longer balance.

But, the fear was never logical. 

What do they think of me?

.. I don´t fucking care. But I did, and I do.

Oscillating between two extremes - black & white.

Neither bringing true Love - which I forgot existed.

I lost her.

No attention to the matrix.

Following blindly like sheep, caught up in mind play.

True happiness returns. 

Deep within, there is always Quiet.

I am that I am, and that is enough.

We are One.
How does it feel?

Ending egomaniac games.. 

A perspective on my mission.

Trough whatever form, I contribute to balance.

The path is turning.

Om Nama Shivayah.